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Saturday 31 December 2016

My Top 10 Reads of 2016

As 2016 draws to a close, I thought I'd fit one final book post in to finish off the year. And what better way to end 2016 than with my top 10 reads of the year!

So (in no particular order) here they are:

1. Death Stalks Kettle Street by John Bowen

A brilliant murder mystery that keeps you guessing right up until the end. With lots of twists and wonderful character moments throughout, this is a book  to remember. I simply adored it!

2. The Beautiful Dead by Belinda Bauer

Beautifully written with a storyline that keeps you on the edge of your seat, this is Belinda Bauer at her very best. Taut thriller that gets your heart racing, mixed with the very real and human story of Eve and her life with her father who is battling dementia, makes for a thrilling and emotional read.

3. 600 Hours of Edward/Edward Adrift by Craig Lancaster

I'd heard so many good things about these books (from my fellow TBC members) that I went into them with really high expectations. After the first few chapters I felt slightly disappointed and wasn't sure if they were going to be for me, but then, oh then, I got to know Edward and fell head over heels in love with him and these lovely books. I honestly can't recommend them highly enough!

They're beautifully written books about Edward, a 39 year old man with Asperger Syndrome, who has a difficult relationship with his father and who lives his life strictly adhering to the many lists and routines he has made for himself. What follows is the moving story of Edward as he tries to navigate his way through day to day life and difficult family relationships, whilst also learning about the importance of love and friendship along the way.

I have the final book in the trilogy to read in 2017, so I don't have to say goodbye to the unforgettable Edward Stanton just yet.

4. Small Great Things by Jodi Picoult 

Wow, what a powerful, moving and thought provoking read! I felt privileged to have been given the opportunity to read an early copy of such an outstanding book. It makes you question everything you thought you knew about yourself and is a real eye opener to the reality of life in modern day America. It tackles racism with a brutal honesty that is rarely seen in fiction, and is a book like no other I've ever read before.

'Small Great Things' is a special, brilliantly written book that everyone should read. It is an uncomfortable and painful read at times, but is also an important one, especially in light of the current climate of the world right now. The easiest 5 star rating I've given this year.

5. Flowers for the Dead by Barbara Copperthwaite

A fantastic nail biting read that had my emotions see-sawing from one extreme to the other. I can't think of any other book that has ever had me rooting for the serial killer one moment and then hating him and wishing him dead the next. Brilliant storyline with a cast of memorable characters, this is a book I won't easily forget. Spellbinding.

6. Somewhere Inside of Happy by Anna McPartlin

This is a book that made me laugh, made me cry and ultimately broke my heart. From the outset you know that Maisie Bean lost her teenage son, Jeremy, 20 years ago, but even so you find yourself desperately hoping for a different outcome. The characters are brought to life on the page and the use of language is so remarkable that it draws you in from the very first word. I felt bereft to have to say goodbye to these characters, so much so that I didn't want the story to ever end.

I knew the denouement would be hard to read, but I had no idea just how much it would move me; that I would gasp out loud and cry buckets of tears, feeling every painful moment along with Maisie and her family. There are no words to describe the affect this book had on me when I read it, so much so that even thinking about it now can bring me to tears. Simply remarkable.

7. Bloq by Alan Jones

A novel with twists and turns aplenty, 'Bloq' never ceases to bring surprises right through to the final page. Bill's search for his daughter and the emotional turmoil he goes through are palpable as you feel every painful moment along with him. Highly recommended.

8. The Fireman by Joe Hill

I'd been eagerly awaiting the new novel by Joe Hill, so was thrilled to be approved to read an early copy of it. And wow, what an amazing read it is! I already knew as early as March that 'The Fireman' would make it into my top 10 reads of 2016, that's just how insanely good this book is.

I was sucked in from the very first page, and loved every word of this exhilarating rollercoaster of a read. Outstanding.

9. Tastes Like Fear by Sarah Hilary

I'd already read the first 2 books in this series and had loved them both, but Sarah Hilary completely outdid herself in this third outing for DI Marnie Rome. I'd been looking forward to getting my hands on 'Tastes Like Fear' and it did not disappoint.

It was as fast paced and thrilling as you would expect, with a memorable cast of supporting characters, including the wonderful Noah Jake, who is a breath of fresh air as always. A fantastic psychological thriller.

10. A Boy Made of Blocks by Keith Stuart

Well, what can I say? I adored this book! Its realistic portrayal of life as the parent of a child with autism is nothing short of astounding. Beautifully written and moving, this is a book I would recommend to everyone! If you loved 'Shtum' by Jem Lester, this book will blow you away in much the same way. Brilliant.

11. My Name Is Leon by Kit De Waal

Yes, I know I said 10, but my list would not be complete if I didn't include this wonderful book by Kit De Waal that I read early on in 2016. It is by turns funny, moving and devastatingly sad, but is ultimately a heartwarming read that stands out from the pack. Filled with memorable characters, this book had a huge emotional impact on me and is one that will stay with me for a long time to come.

Books to look out for in 2017:

The fourth DI Marnie Rome book Quieter Than Killing by Sarah Hilary will be available to buy from March 9th 2017. It will be my first read of 2017 as I've been lucky enough to receive an ARC from the publisher, and if the first few pages I've read so far are anything to go by it's going to be amazing!

The Summer of Impossible Things by Rowan Coleman is due for release in May 2017 and is a book I can't wait to get my hands on! Not only is it written by one of my favourite authors, but it's also a book about time travel, one of my favourite genres in fiction. I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am by this! If you could change the past, would you? Just that sentence alone whets my appetite. May can't get here soon enough!

And that's it. Wishing all my readers a happy and healthy 2017. And here's to many more wonderful books to come!

Tuesday 6 December 2016

Book Review - Death Stalks Kettle Street by John Bowen

Title: Death Stalks Kettle Street
Author: John Bowen
Rating: 5 Stars
Release Date: 9th December 2016

Thanks to TBC and the publisher who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

'Death Stalks Kettle Street' is a brilliant murder mystery that keeps you guessing right up until the end. With lots of twists and wonderful character moments throughout, this is a book I won't easily forget. Greg and Beth are fabulous characters who I fell in love with from the start and are the main reason why I loved this book so much!

One of the easiest 5 stars I've given this year, 'Death Stalks Kettle Street' has jumped straight into my top 10 reads of 2016, and has made John Bowen a must read author for me. I honestly can't recommend this book highly enough.

An incredible 5 stars.

'Death Stalks Kettle Street' is available to buy from 9th December 2016.

Monday 21 November 2016

Book Review - White is the Coldest Colour by John Nicholl

Title: White is the Coldest Colour (Dr David Galbraith 1)
Author: John Nicholl
Rating: 4 Stars

Thank you to TBC and the author who gave me an ARC of this book on Audible in exchange for an honest review.

I wasn't sure if this book was going to be for me when I first started it as the beginning was so horrific, but it quickly pulled me in and kept me riveted throughout. Not an easy read by any means, with a main character you loathe from the start and dark themes of child abuse and murder.

The fact that author John Nicholl draws from his own experience as a police officer and child protection worker only serves to make this psychological thriller even more chilling. With believable characters that you quickly come to care about, 'White Is the Coldest Colour' has twists and turns throughout and is a book that will stay with me for some time to come.

A brilliant, suspense filled debut novel and one that I highly recommend, but I do think it's important to be aware of the delicate and sometimes horrific nature of the subject matter before you begin.

A chilling 4 stars.

Book Review - When Evil Calls Your Name by John Nicholl

Title: When Evil Calls Your Name (Dr David Galbraith 2)
Author: John Nicholl
Rating: 5 Stars

Thank you to TBC and the author who gave me an ARC of this book on Audible in exchange for an honest review.

Wow, what can I say? After a slow start, this book (the sequel to 'White is the Coldest Colour') picked up pace and took me on a rollercoaster of a journey that I didn't expect. Told from the perspective of Dr Galbraith's wife, Cynthia, 'When Evil Calls Your Name' is a chilling psychological thriller that, although very different in style, is even better than the first outing in the series.

I won't say too much for fear of spoiling the story, but suffice to say this book is a fantastic read! Be aware that this book is not a standalone, though, and should be read after 'White is the Coldest Colour' if you want to get the full impact of this horrific tale. Together the two books tell the chilling story of paedophile and murderer Dr David Galbraith, with 'When Evil Calls Your Name' bringing this psychological thriller to a very satisfying conclusion.

A jaw dropping 5 stars. John Nicholl is a very capable writer and one I shall look out for in the future. Impressive.

Tuesday 20 September 2016

Book Review - Untouchable by Sibel Hodge

Title: Untouchable
Author: Sibel Hodge
Release Date: September 20th 2016
Rating: 4 stars

Thank you to TBC and the publisher who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

'Untouchable' is a gritty, real and very believable story of child abuse that encompasses the lengths some perpetrators, especially those in a position of power, will go to to cover up their crimes.  A hard hitting psychological thriller, with many twists and turns along the way, this is a story of secrets and lies that kept me gripped throughout.

I can't say 'Untouchable' is a book I enjoyed, although it is a book that will stay with me. There were times when I had to put it down as some of the chapters, although very well written, were just too painful and horrific to read without giving myself a breather in between. That being said, I do think this is an important subject to tackle, and Sibel Hodge has done so with a sensitivity that would be difficult to achieve in the hands of a less skilled writer.

If you love hard hitting, gritty and disturbing stories then 'Untouchable' will be the perfect book for you. A disturbing read that will stay with me, and one that I recommend only if you're able to cope with themes of paedophilia and suicide.

A hard hitting 4 stars.

Thursday 18 August 2016

Book Review - Small Great Things by Jodi Picoult

Title: Small Great Things
Author: Jodi Picoult
Rating: 5 Stars
Release Date: November 22nd 2016



Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher who gave me an ARC of 'Small Great Things' by Jodi Picoult in exchange for an honest review.

Wow, what a powerful, moving and thought provoking read! I feel privileged to have been given the opportunity to read an early copy of this book. 'Small Great Things' makes you question everything you thought you knew about yourself and is a real eye opener to the reality of life in modern day America. It tackles racism with a brutal honesty that is rarely seen in fiction, and is a book like no other I've ever read before.

As someone who has personal experience of the devastation caused by the death of a baby, I thought this element of the story was also handled brilliantly well. I found the chapters dealing with this extremely moving and so realistic, I had to give myself a breather in between chapters to get my emotions back in check.

'Small Great Things' is a special, brilliantly written book that everyone should read. It is an uncomfortable and painful read at times, but is also an important one, especially in light of the current climate of the world right now.

This is my first Jodi Picoult book, and I have to admit I have purposely avoided her work in the past, but that is something I will rectify in the future. I went into it not really knowing what to expect and was completely blown away by her skill as a writer.

For me, 'Small Great Things' is a masterpiece and a classic of the future. Beautifully written, it has taken me on an uncomfortable but moving rollercoaster of a journey that has put me through an emotional wringer. It takes a writer of great skill to tackle subjects like this with such brutal honesty. It is also some feat to make you loathe a character and their actions with every fibre of your being, but to still feel empathy for them and what they're going through.

One of the most powerful and thought provoking books I have ever read and the easiest 5 stars I have given this year. 'Small Great Things' is a book that will stay with me and I can't recommend it highly enough.

An outstanding 5 stars.



Monday 6 June 2016

Book Review - Counting Chimneys (Brighton Girls Trilogy 2) by Sandy Taylor

Title: Counting Chimneys (Brighton Girls Trilogy 2)
Author: Sandy Taylor
Release Date: 10th June 2016
Rating: 4 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

'Counting Chimneys' is a lovely, heartwarming read that continues the story of Dottie Perks from Sandy Taylor's wonderful debut novel 'The Girls from See Saw Lane'. Here we reunite with Dottie as she's making a new life for herself in London, with a job she loves, good friends and a lovely boyfriend. But soon fate takes her back to Brighton and the past she thought she'd left behind.

'Counting Chimneys' introduces new characters who steal your heart from the moment you first meet them, as well as revisiting old friends. It's the perfect book to lose yourself in on a long, hot summer day. A gentle read, moving at times, and one that leaves you with a warm glow when you turn the final page.

Although I did find the story to be a bit too predictable at times, the richness of the characterisation made that less important than it might have been in the hands of a less capable writer. Beautifully written and a lovely continuation of the 'Brighton Girls Trilogy', I look forward to reading the conclusion to this fabulous story.

I would recommend 'Counting Chimneys' to anyone who enjoys a gentle, moving family saga that's easy to read, but is also full of heart and memorable characters.

A heartwarming 4 stars.

Thursday 2 June 2016

Book Review - The Night Stalker by Robert Bryndza

Title: The Night Stalker (DCI Erika Foster book 2)
Author: Robert Bryndza
Release Date: June 2nd 2016
Rating: 4 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture who gave me an ARC of 'The Night Stalker' in exchange for an honest review.

I've been eagerly awaiting this second outing for DCI Erika Foster by Robert Bryndza, and I'm happy to say it didn't disappoint. The first book in the series 'The Girl in the Ice' is also available now.

'The Night Stalker' is an exciting, fast paced page turner of a novel. It's a heart pounding psychological thriller, with many twists and turns that keep you guessing right up to the last page.

I didn't think book 1 of this series could be topped, but here Robert Bryndza does it with ease. In DCI Erika Foster he has created a fascinating character who I look forward to hearing more of in the future.

A fabulously thrilling 4 stars. Highly recommended.

Wednesday 1 June 2016

Book Review - A Dictionary of Mutual Understanding by Jackie Copleton

Title: A Dictionary of Mutual Understanding
Author: Jackie Copleton
Rating: 4 stars
Release Date: May 2016

Thank you to the publisher and TBC who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

A beautifully written and moving tale about a time in history I knew very little about. I thought the back and forth between the past and present (through letters and diary entries) worked very well here. A difficult read at times, the unimaginable horror and anguish of what happened in Nagasaki in 1945 is palpable.

The secrets and lies that tore Amaterasu's relationship with her daughter apart are told with great skill and believability. Is the badly scarred man who turns up at her door 40 years after the bomb really her long dead grandson? Or has Sato delivered one last twist of the knife to the already broken Amateruso?

A book unlike any other I have read, 'A Dictionary of Mutual Understanding' is an emotionally charged and unsettling story that will stay with me for a long time to come. A recommended 4 stars.

Tuesday 3 May 2016

Book Review - Somewhere Inside of Happy by Anna McPartlin

Title: Somewhere Inside of Happy
Author: Anna McPartlin
Release Date: April 7th 2016
Rating: 5 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Wow. Writing a review of 'Somewhere Inside of Happy' is not going to be easy. This is a book that made me laugh, made me cry and ultimately broke my heart. From the outset you know that Maisie Bean lost her teenage son, Jeremy, 20 years ago, but even so you find yourself desperately hoping that the outcome will be different. The characters come alive on the page and the use of language is remarkable and draws you in from the very first word.

I've reviewed books in the past and have said that they will stay with me for a long time to come and that the characters are unforgettable, but 'Somewhere Inside of Happy' is all of that and more. I feel bereft at having to say goodbye to Bridie, to Jeremy, to Rave, to Valerie, to Fred and to the unforgettable Maisie Bean. I didn't want it to end. I knew the denouement would be hard to read, but I had no idea just how much it would move me. That I would gasp out loud and cry buckets of tears, feeling every painful moment with Maisie and her family.

Beautifully written and filled with memorable characters, 'Somewhere Inside of Happy' is a book that I will never forget. There are no words to describe just how much this book has moved me. If I could give it more than 5 stars I would. Simply remarkable.

Wednesday 20 April 2016

Book Review - Kindred by Steve Robinson

Title: Kindred (Jefferson Tayte Genealogical Mystery 5)
Author: Steve Robinson
Release Date: April 2016
Rating: 5 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher who gave me an ARC of Kindred in exchange for an honest review.

In this 5th outing of the Jefferson Tayte Genealogical Mysteries, we finally learn the true story behind JT's own family history. As a keen genealogist myself, I fell in love with these books from the very first one and 'Kindred' does not disappoint.

Fast paced and moving seamlessly between the present day and World War 2 Germany, this is the best one yet! Full of the twists and turns we have come to expect, but also incredibly moving at times, 'Kindred' takes you on a journey you would never have expected it to. My heart was in my mouth as the book gathered pace to reach its thrilling conclusion. I carried on reading long into the night as I just couldn't bring myself to put it down until the final page had been turned.

Jefferson Tayte is a warm, funny, lovable character, who you can't help but fall in love with. His research has a habit of getting him into all sorts of trouble, but I wouldn't have him any other way! If only my own genealogical research could be as interesting - but maybe not quite as dangerous!

A thrilling read and one I highly recommend. Steve Robinson is a gifted storyteller and I hope it isn't too long until we see more of the wonderful Jefferson Tayte. A very easy 5 stars.

Saturday 16 April 2016

Book Review: Maladapted by Richard Kurti

Title: Maladapted
Author: Richard Kurti
Rating: 4 stars
Release Date: 7th April 2016

Thank you to THE Book Club and the publisher who gave me an ARC of 'Maladapted' in exchange for an honest review.

I wasn't too sure what to expect when I started this book, but it captured my imagination from the first page and didn't let go until the final page was turned.

Set in what is possibly a not too distant future, 'Maladapted' is an exhilarating YA novel, filled with memorable characters who you quickly come to care about. Cillian and Tess are thrown together by circumstances beyond their control, with the story slowly unraveling until it comes to its thrilling conclusion that leaves you gasping for more.

'Maladapted' is a beautifully written book that I enjoyed immensely. I hope to read more by Richard Kurti in the future.

A fabulous 4 stars. Highly recommended.

Thursday 17 March 2016

Book Review - Tuesday Falling by S. Williams

Title: Tuesday Falling
Author: S. Williams
Release Date: 5th March 2016
Rating: 4 stars

'Tuesday Falling' is a fast paced thriller that kept me gripped from beginning to end. The title character is a fascinating kick ass vigilante heroine who you can't help rooting for, even though you know you probably shouldn't.

Detective Inspector Loss is the man given the task to bring Tuesday to justice, but he is also a man who has lost his way since the death of his daughter three years before. The hunt for Tuesday will not only be a difficult one, but will also take him on a journey that he would never have expected it to.

With an added technological twist, this book is as clever as it is thrilling, and though extremely violent at times, as the story unfolds you begin to understand and empathise with Tuesday as she wreaks her revenge on those who have done her wrong.

An impressive 4 star read and one I highly recommend.

Wednesday 16 March 2016

Book Review - Behind Closed Doors by B. A. Paris

Title: Behind Closed Doors
Author: B. A. Paris
Release Date: 11th February 2016
Rating: 5 stars

Wow, what an addictive page turner of a book this is! It had me from the first page and didn't let go until the last. A gripping tale of domestic abuse that almost made my heart stop in places, it was that terrifyingly good! Difficult to say too much without giving something away, but suffice to say that this is a psychological thriller that will stay with me for a long time to come.

Brilliant debut and a very easy 5 stars from me. B. A. Paris is an author I will definitely read more from in the future. Highly recommended.

Tuesday 15 March 2016

Book Review - The Theseus Paradox by David Videcette

Title: The Theseus Paradox
Author: David Videcette
Release Date: 12th November 2015
Rating: 4 stars

It took a while for me to get into this book as it isn't something I would usually read, but it soon had me gripped once the story got underway. As someone who was in central London on the day of the 7/7 bombings, the author's description of the 'chilling silence' in London after the attacks is exactly how it was, and is an experience I will never ever forget.

A fast paced thriller with a fascinating but flawed main character, once the story had me it did not let me go until I'd turned the final page.

This is David Videcette's debut novel and what a debut it is! Definitely an author to look out for in the future.

A fabulous 4 stars. Highly recommended.

Wednesday 2 March 2016

COUNT THE KICKS - A Mother's Story

I'm so proud of my daughter-in-law, Shelly, for writing this incredibly heartbreaking and moving post. It's a difficult post to read, but so important!  Please read and share her story to help raise awareness. Thank you.

My grandson, Joey, will be loved, missed and remembered always.

COUNT THE KICKS
By Shelly Turner


The cause of my son, Joey's, death was cord asphyxiation x2.

Pregnant women need to be informed by midwives that if their baby's movements are at all different to normal, go and be seen immediately! Otherwise there's a good chance your baby will Die! And it needs to be said in those exact words, too!

People, including health professionals, are so worried about scaring a pregnant woman that they would rather not tell you about the consequences of reduced movement!

I can tell you now from first hand experience that putting your child in the ground is a lot scarier and is impossible to get over!

The day before Joey was born I noticed he was not as wriggly as normal. He was still kicking but a lot less, I remember thinking it must be because it's almost my due date and he has less room to move, advice I was once given in a previous pregnancy by a midwife!!! Turns out that this is a myth and one that cost my son his life!

Another issue that needs to be addressed is the telephone manner and over all welcoming by staff on labour wards! I used to dread calling the maternity unit with a concern, or God forbid turn up there unannounced! I was always made to feel like I was wasting their time, like I was being silly!

I contemplated calling maternity unit the day before I went into labour with Joey, because something didn't feel right, but yet again I talked myself out of it because I didn't want to be a pest! I was naive! Misinformed and uneducated! I had no idea that reduced movements could mean my child was in danger! No idea that this could indicate that my son was dying! Because if I had known that then nothing would have kept me from calling them!

The morning of the day that Joey died I called the labour ward after having contractions at home through the night. I didn't call sooner because I knew I'd be made out to be a neurotic woman being over the top. And I would be told to have a warm bath and paracetamol. As I dialled the labour wards number I was overcome with dread as I knew I'd get a cold, unwelcome response! I was right. I was greeted with a tone of voice that resembled someone rolling their eyes. "Well, is it your first baby?" My reply, "No, it's my 4th." She proceeded to tell me to come up if it was absolutely necessary, but that they were very busy!

Shortly after that my waters broke and we made our way to hospital.

During the 5 minute journey to the hospital I received an almighty kick. I remember saying to my husband that it must have been so sharp because I had no waters left! I didn't know it at the time, but this was to be Joeys last ever kick. He was struggling, running out of oxygen, dying.

Within minutes of being in the assessment unit I was on the monitor, the midwife said "This monitor must be broken", so she went for another - but still nothing...

A mobile scan machine was brought to my bed, along with a team of doctors. And there he was - my beautiful Joey. But unlike every other time I'd stared  at a scan screen, there was no flickering heart beat.
Then came the words, the hardest words I have ever heard:

"I'm so sorry, your baby has died"

And the hardest thing I've ever done is live every moment since.

3 hours later I gave birth naturally to a big, beautiful, perfect 7lb 10oz baby boy.  My first son, Joey Paul Michael Turner.

His cord was wrapped very tightly around his neck twice. He didn't stand a chance.

I will forever blame myself for not making that call, for not realising my boy was in trouble. Living with that is impossible to bear.

Almost 4 years on, I suffer from birth trauma, post traumatic stress disorder, depression and severe anxiety. I have terrifying nightmares, and vivid thoughts of awful things happening to my living children. I'm not the person I used to be, nor am I the mother I used to be.

I celebrate my sons birthday in a grave yard, and every Christmas morning is now spent anxiously waiting for the cemetery to open so I can be with all of my children. I look at photos of my children in the homes of family members, but there are only 5 in the frame! I sign cards from us as a family and break down in tears every single time as I have to leave out one of my children.

When asked "How many children do you have?", I can't find the words to answer.

I regularly hear mindless comments, such as "At least you already have children", or after the birth of my rainbow babies "At least you can be happy now." Peolple say to me "Isn't it about time you move on now?" And then there are the milestones... So many things I've missed seeing my child do, and the list will be endless for the rest of my life.

All of the above could have been prevented, simply by being given the knowledge, the advice, the warning. And by a better system of care provided by my maternity unit, a more reassuring experience whenever seeking advice or voicing concerns!

Don't risk your child's life. If you have any doubt, no matter how small, make that call. Get checked! And ALWAYS count your kicks! Because the consequences are impossible to live with, life shattering, and heartbreaking.

I've since been fortunate enough to given birth to 2 beautiful rainbow babies, and by the end of my pregnancy with both I was practically on first name terms with the receptionist at maternity!
Pregnancy after loss is unbearably difficult! Living each day expecting your child to die is hell!

This post is not a plea for sympathy or empathy. It's not a cry for attention. I'm posting this in hope that someone may see this and possibly save another family from going through this life shattering experience.

Please feel free to share

~In loving memory of~

~Joey Paul Michael Turner~

~Born sleeping 16/07/2012~

"Too beautiful for earth" πŸ‘ΌπŸ»

Loved, missed & remembered every single day πŸ’”
Thank you for reading.

Monday 1 February 2016

A little bit about me...

Hi, my name is Cal and I'm a reviewer based in Birmingham, UK.
I'm married with two grown-up children and a daughter-in-law. :) I'm a full time carer to my daughter, Kirsty, and nanny to 6 beautiful grandchildren - 3 step-granddaughters, 2 grandsons and 1 baby granddaughter. Sadly my oldest grandson was stillborn in July 2012, but will always be a part of our family and will live within our hearts forever.
I'm a huge fandom nerd, beginning my online fandom life way back in 2000 with the Buffyverse. These days Outlander and Game of Thrones are my big fandoms of choice, although I do dip my toes into other fandoms from time to time, including Jessica Jones, Bates Motel, etc.
I'm ecstatic to have The X Files back on my TV screen, as I was a huge fan back in the days before the Internet took over the world. Mulder and Scully, oh how I've missed you!
I love reading and am rarely seen without a book or Kindle in hand! Favourite authors include Jo Nesbo, Kelley Armstrong and Jack Finney. My book reviews can be found at Cal's Blog (calturnerreviews.blogspot.co.uk), Amazon UK, Goodreads, LJ, FB and Twitter.

Book Review - The Widow by Fiona Barton

Title: The Widow
Author: Fiona Barton
Release Date: 14th January 2016
Rating: 3.5 stars

A disturbing 3.5 star read.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

There's no doubt that 'The Widow' is an extremely well written book, but for me the subject matter was just too disturbing. I knew very little about what the book was about when I started to read it, but once it became apparent it was about the abduction (and possible murder) of a 2 year old girl, I knew that I was going to find it a very difficult read.

There are twists and turns to keep you guessing, but in all honesty I found it hard to stomach the different scenarios that would come to mind. I had little sympathy for any of the characters, other than the mother of little Bella, but even that was put to the test at times.

'The Widow' does, however, highlight the importance of Internet security, especially where your children/grandchildren are concerned. An important lesson to be learnt and taken heed of there, I feel.

But even though the disturbing story of child abduction wasn't for me, I still have to acknowledge that it's a very well written book and some people will react very differently to it than I did. I know it has had many rave reviews from people, but for me 'The Widow' was just too disturbing and the final pages made me feel physically sick to my stomach.

3.5 stars.

Thursday 21 January 2016

Book Review - Driven by Kelley Armstrong

Title: Driven (A Women of the Otherworld Novella)
Author: Kelley Armstrong
Release Date: 31st January 2016
Rating: 4 stars

Thanks to NetGalley and Subterranean Press who gave me an ARC of this novella in exchange for an honest review.

As a huge fan of Kelley Armstrong's 'Women of the Otherworld' series I was thrilled to be given the opportunity to read this novella. Elena and Clay are exactly as we remember them and it felt wonderful to be back in their world again. I didn't realise just how much I'd missed them until I started reading this story, and found myself being drawn back into their world right from the very first page.

Being familiar with the other books (and novellas) in the series is a must, as 'Driven' goes right into the meat of the story without giving much backstory, which is exactly what you would expect for a book of this type.

A fantastic treat for fans, I would highly recommend this story for anyone who (like me) has missed the supernatural world inhabited by the many varied characters of the 'Otherworld'. A fabulous 4 stars.

Thursday 14 January 2016

Book Review - Beside Myself by Ann Morgan

Title: Beside Myself
Author: Ann Morgan
Release Date: 14th January 2016
Rating: 4.5 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher who gave me an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

A sad and dark story about identical twins Ellie and Helen, who decide to switch identities in a prank that goes horribly wrong. Mental health issues are the underlying theme here and it makes for uncomfortable reading at times.

Once started this book is very difficult to put down and whilst I can't say it was a book I 'enjoyed' in the usual sense of the word, it was nevertheless a fascinating read. Most of the characters aren't particularly likeable, but even so I did find myself feeling some empathy for them at times, even when I really didn't want to.

'Beside Myself' is a darkly disturbing but fascinating book that kept me gripped right to the very end. A highly recommended 4.5 stars.

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Monday 11 January 2016

David Bowie - There's a starman waiting in the sky...

I (like most people) was shocked to wake up to the news that the iconic David Bowie had passed away. But other than being understandably shocked, what took me by surprise the most was the immense feeling of grief and sadness I felt when I heard the news. I love David Bowie's music and have listened to it all my life, but I can't say I was a 'fan' in the usual sense of the word. So why do I feel such a huge sense of loss at his death?

For me, I think it's because he is someone who has always been there, someone whose voice and face has been instantly recognisable to me for as long as I can remember. There has never been a time when I didn't know who David Bowie was, so I didn't realise what a huge impression he'd made on me or what a gaping hole he would leave when he was gone. David Bowie (like we all feel about our own parents until they're no longer here) was going to live forever!

I admired his changing style, and how he reinvented himself so many times in his long and varied career. But most of all I loved the fact he was a 'misfit' like me. Someone who didn't fit in with the crowd, who gloried in his own weird and wonderful oddness. He made it okay to be different.

David Bowie's music will last forever and was the playlist of my life (as it was for so many other people) without me even knowing it. I have a feeling it will influence future generations just as much as it did ours. And that is a powerful legacy for anyone to leave behind.

A true artist in every way, even to the last. David Bowie released his final farewell to the world on his 69th birthday, only to be taken away just a couple of days later. A coincidence? Maybe, but I can't help but think he timed it to perfection, the same way he did everything. Listening to 'Blackstar' now - especially the haunting 'Lazarus' - the lyrics hold a poignancy they would never have done before. A beautiful swan song to a life well lived.

There's a starman waiting in the sky tonight. I hope he can see the tributes pouring in for him, but wherever he goes next, you can bet your life it won't be boring!

RIP David Bowie.


Friday 8 January 2016

Book Review - The Darkest Secret by Alex Marwood

Title: The Darkest Secret
Author: Alex Marwood
Release Date: January 7th 2016
Rating: 5 stars

Thank you to NetGalley and Little Brown Book Group UK who gave me an ARC of 'The Darkest Secret' in exchange for an honest review.

Wow, what a fabulous read to kickstart 2016 with a bang! Alex Marwood has written a brilliantly complex story that builds up the tension slowly, revealing the full details of what happened to Coco Jackson bit by bit, switching from past to present narratives seamlessly. The back and forth timelines work extremely well here and the payoff is so well worth the wait!

'The Darkest Secret' tells the story of what happened to three year old Coco Jackson, who went missing in the summer of 2004. Filled with a cast of largely unlikeable characters, whose appalling behaviour is shocking to say the least, it is nevertheless sadly plausible to believe that something like this could actually happen in real life.

There are plenty of twists and turns to keep you guessing, and even though I did eventually work out what had happened to Coco, the final revelation still made for uncomfortable and distressing reading.

A dark and grim read, but an easy 5 stars from me.  Highly recommended.

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